Post by Livia♥Jared on Apr 14, 2016 1:16:16 GMT -5
me: thanks for voting for me... i know i said i wouldnt msg you but its the first time we stop talking but that were still on good terms. and it scares me. i feel like we're really over and it makes me want to cry. im sorry Beth. idk what to say to make you smile but yea... i love you. youre beautiful. i miss you.
her: you’re welcome.
i’ve been missing you a lot today.
me: me too. i dont want us to be over. it scares me.
sher: igh but don’t you already have someone?
me: and dont you like some girls too? it doesnt change that youre always on my mind.
her: not really anymore. nobody even likes me
me: theres always me. im always here. except i dont like you, i love you.
her: i know. i don’t know. i’ve been feeling so bad all week.
me: do you wanna talk about it?
her: eh. i’m just feeling sorry for myself lol
me: that makes 2 of us... if you wanna talk about it, im here. just tell me... are we over forever? :X
her: i don’t know but i don’t wanna get your hopes up. i just want you to be happy
me: i hope one day were cuddling and i kiss your neck and remind you of how bad weve hurt each other but that its all over. you dont have to raise my hopes up... my hopes reappear every time i see something that has to do with you. all. the. time.
her: i do miss you, olivia. and i wish you were here.
me: i wish i was there with you too. i want to be with you and kiss you and touch you. and i know things would be different if i was there. i miss you Beth i dont want us to be apart.
her: i know. i want all of those things too
me: we will always go back to each other. its a pattern. and to me its exactly how its supposed to be. i want to be with you so bad it hurts.
her: i know. i just don’t know what i want. iwant you to be happy but idk if i can do that
me: i know you can. i love you so much. you and i... we fit. you know we do.
me: im sorry... did i go too far? :X
her: you’re welcome.
i’ve been missing you a lot today.
me: me too. i dont want us to be over. it scares me.
sher: igh but don’t you already have someone?
me: and dont you like some girls too? it doesnt change that youre always on my mind.
her: not really anymore. nobody even likes me
me: theres always me. im always here. except i dont like you, i love you.
her: i know. i don’t know. i’ve been feeling so bad all week.
me: do you wanna talk about it?
her: eh. i’m just feeling sorry for myself lol
me: that makes 2 of us... if you wanna talk about it, im here. just tell me... are we over forever? :X
her: i don’t know but i don’t wanna get your hopes up. i just want you to be happy
me: i hope one day were cuddling and i kiss your neck and remind you of how bad weve hurt each other but that its all over. you dont have to raise my hopes up... my hopes reappear every time i see something that has to do with you. all. the. time.
her: i do miss you, olivia. and i wish you were here.
me: i wish i was there with you too. i want to be with you and kiss you and touch you. and i know things would be different if i was there. i miss you Beth i dont want us to be apart.
her: i know. i want all of those things too
me: we will always go back to each other. its a pattern. and to me its exactly how its supposed to be. i want to be with you so bad it hurts.
her: i know. i just don’t know what i want. iwant you to be happy but idk if i can do that
me: i know you can. i love you so much. you and i... we fit. you know we do.
me: im sorry... did i go too far? :X