Post by Livia♥Jared on Jun 16, 2014 3:04:07 GMT -5
[02:49:24] Beth (✿◠‿◠): why did you message tegan??
[02:49:52] Olivia Devost: Wait you know her?
[02:49:58] Beth (✿◠‿◠): yep
[02:50:04] Olivia Devost: How come?
[02:50:08] Beth (✿◠‿◠): she's the one that likes me
[02:50:19] Beth (✿◠‿◠): instead of that other girl
[02:50:28] Olivia Devost: Omg. She just played with my friends feelings.
[02:50:46] Olivia Devost: Pretending to like her and stuff
[02:50:56] Beth (✿◠‿◠): tegan never pretended?
[02:51:10] Olivia Devost: How do you know
[02:51:35] Beth (✿◠‿◠): she told me. she explained it to me. because lydia or whatever her name is came to me and told me about tegan
[02:51:53] Beth (✿◠‿◠): since i've been posting about her on my blog. me and tegan have sorta liked each other for a month
[02:51:58] Beth (✿◠‿◠): and it's gotten a little serious
[02:52:12] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i was upset because i thought tegan liked me until she explained everything
[02:52:13] Olivia Devost: Oh no. Why didnt lydia tell me the other girl was you...
[02:53:02] Olivia Devost: wait... so you like teagan... and she likes you... and you two are sorta what? together?
[02:53:25] Beth (✿◠‿◠): we aren't together
[02:53:36] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but she explained it to me earlier
[02:54:15] Olivia Devost: she explained what
[02:54:32] Beth (✿◠‿◠): how she acted towards lydia
[02:55:02] Beth (✿◠‿◠): tegan says she loves everyone in her life because they saved her. she broke it down for me because i was upset. i went off on her because i was opening myself up to her
[02:55:31] Olivia Devost: oh god.
[02:55:47] Olivia Devost: ive seen lydia get hurt for like a month by this girl.
[02:56:02] Beth (✿◠‿◠): really?
[02:56:05] Beth (✿◠‿◠): what has happened?
[02:57:40] Olivia Devost: she said she loves her. lydia seriously loves her. so teagan messages her and says she misses her... than lydia replies and teagan ignores her... than she comes back and says she loves her again... than she says she doesnt love her like THAT... then ydia tells her goodbye... than teagan comes back and tells her they can try the "pre-dating" things and see where it leads... than she says AGAIN that she doesnt love her and that she misunderstood.
[02:58:59] Olivia Devost: im jealous. this girl has got my 2 girls. wtf.
[02:59:48] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i'm not your girl, olivia.
[03:00:14] Olivia Devost: that is NOT what i meant. but i knew youd say that.
[03:00:41] Olivia Devost: if you like teagan.. just go for her. but make sure she chooses and stops playing lydia.
[03:01:00] Olivia Devost: gosh. why do i even bother
[03:01:20] Olivia Devost: know what... you and teagan... should be.
[03:01:26] Olivia Devost: this just makes total sense actually.
[03:01:43] Beth (✿◠‿◠): olivia, you don't know me and her, and what we talk about, so, you have no right to judge.
[03:01:51] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i just wanna know what tegan does.
[03:01:59] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i've been learning a lot about her lately
[03:02:07] Olivia Devost: you told me you didnt like anyone
[03:02:16] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i didn't.
[03:02:20] Olivia Devost: oh pleas
[03:02:21] Olivia Devost: e
[03:02:21] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but we got close again yesterday
[03:02:26] Olivia Devost: im ou
[03:02:28] Olivia Devost: t
[03:02:33] Beth (✿◠‿◠): and that's when the true feelings started pouring in
[03:02:33] Beth (✿◠‿◠): I'M JUST ASKING
[03:02:39] Beth (✿◠‿◠): why you sent that message to her
[03:02:40] Olivia Devost: OH PLEASE
[03:02:52] Olivia Devost: i told you. i sent that msg to her because she fucking played my friend.
[03:03:09] Olivia Devost: and shes hurt her repeatedly for like a month
[03:03:30] Olivia Devost: go for those "true feelings" and just... leave me alone
[03:03:50] Beth (✿◠‿◠): okay. well. i just wanted to know.
[03:04:00] Olivia Devost: bye
[03:04:08] Olivia Devost: and good luck with that
[03:04:12] Olivia Devost: youll need it
[03:04:31] Olivia Devost: oh, and dont come back.
[03:05:00] Beth (✿◠‿◠): oh jesus
[03:05:05] Beth (✿◠‿◠): are you really that bitter?
[03:05:09] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i thought we were just friends?
[03:05:13] Beth (✿◠‿◠): YOU CAN LIKE PEOPLE?
[03:05:15] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but i can't?
[03:05:17] Beth (✿◠‿◠): fucking amazing.
[03:05:21] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you do this every god damn time
[03:05:33] Olivia Devost: You can like whoever you want
[03:05:43] Beth (✿◠‿◠): then why are you so angry?
[03:05:49] Beth (✿◠‿◠): why is it always my fault?
[03:06:01] Olivia Devost: But no matter who i like, i never push you away or ignore you
[03:06:11] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i'm not pushing you away now
[03:06:12] Beth (✿◠‿◠): am i?
[03:06:20] Olivia Devost: We cant never be just friends Beth
[03:06:51] Beth (✿◠‿◠): then why is it okay for you to like someone?
[03:06:53] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but i can't?
[03:07:06] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you act like a complete fucking child. it's drives me nuts.
[03:07:12] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i consider you a great friend.
[03:07:25] Beth (✿◠‿◠): and you always blow up at me when i'm trying to be calm about shit
[03:07:32] Olivia Devost: youre right. im sorry.
[03:07:53] Olivia Devost: i should never never never hope anything from you.
[03:08:26] Olivia Devost: but you should be true with me. when you say youre ready for a relationship and i ask "it can never be me, can it?"... say "no it cant."... not "i dont know"
[03:08:51] Beth (✿◠‿◠): because i don't know
[03:09:02] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i don't know because you have your boyfriend. you know that's a big deal to me
[03:09:09] Beth (✿◠‿◠): if yo uwere single, i would have said yes of course.
[03:09:24] Beth (✿◠‿◠): it's just frustrating. i can't have a stupid school girl crush without you going off
[03:09:47] Olivia Devost: oh gosh, Beth
[03:10:00] Olivia Devost: do you even fucking know how much i love you?
[03:10:34] Olivia Devost: id give you every fucking thing you wanted
[03:10:59] Olivia Devost: just... dont forget me. when you have a "school girl crush"... dont forget me
[03:11:14] Olivia Devost: i mean, you just said you had "true feelings" for her
[03:11:20] Olivia Devost: do you even have feelings for ME?
[03:11:28] Beth (✿◠‿◠): of course
[03:11:35] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i've always had true feelings for you
[03:11:37] Beth (✿◠‿◠): jesus christ
[03:11:43] Olivia Devost: no i mean... love feelings
[03:11:52] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i love you
[03:11:58] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but you know i'm not in love with you
[03:12:04] Olivia Devost: you love me as a friend?
[03:12:09] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i'm not in love with anyone
[03:12:14] Beth (✿◠‿◠): haven't been in love with anyone
[03:12:27] Olivia Devost: ok but you love me as a friend? or as a lover?
[03:12:48] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i love you as a friend. as a close friend.
[03:12:52] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but there's more to it
[03:12:55] Beth (✿◠‿◠): it's complicated
[03:13:09] Olivia Devost: yes it is. would you ever date me?
[03:14:10] Beth (✿◠‿◠): no.
[03:14:13] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i don't think so
[03:14:16] Beth (✿◠‿◠): not now at least
[03:14:23] Olivia Devost: but youd date her
[03:15:17] Olivia Devost: ?
[03:16:08] Beth (✿◠‿◠): don't know. maybe in the future
[03:16:10] Beth (✿◠‿◠): not now
[03:16:29] Olivia Devost: lol i still think we should be together. but idk why,
[03:18:04] Olivia Devost: because obviously, youll never fall in love with me. well, most likely not.
[03:18:05] Olivia Devost: sigh
[03:18:07] Olivia Devost: ok.
[03:18:16] Olivia Devost: live what you have to live with that damn girl.
[03:18:47] Olivia Devost: but talk to me too. and if you ever date her tell me so we can just... stop talking.
[03:18:59] Beth (✿◠‿◠): lmao
[03:19:01] Beth (✿◠‿◠): childish
[03:19:05] Olivia Devost: no, not childish.
[03:19:08] Beth (✿◠‿◠): and who is this chris guy you talk about on your blog
[03:19:12] Beth (✿◠‿◠): WHY CAN YOU DO SHIT
[03:19:13] Olivia Devost: it hurts. dont you get it?
[03:19:16] Beth (✿◠‿◠): AND I CAN'T
[03:19:19] Beth (✿◠‿◠): THIS IS FUCKING OUTRAGOUS
[03:19:22] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i hate being tied down
[03:19:24] Beth (✿◠‿◠): fuck this
[03:19:31] Olivia Devost: tied down? i dont tie you down wtf
[03:19:38] Beth (✿◠‿◠): yeah
[03:19:38] Olivia Devost: i know you. youll do whatever you want to do.
[03:19:40] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you fucking do
[03:19:52] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you can like anyone you fucking want.
[03:19:58] Beth (✿◠‿◠): there's no complaints by me
[03:20:04] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but as soon as i crush on someone
[03:20:06] Beth (✿◠‿◠): bam, you go off
[03:20:08] Beth (✿◠‿◠): it's not fair
[03:20:12] Olivia Devost: yes i already said sorry about that
[03:20:12] Beth (✿◠‿◠): can't you see that, olivia??
[03:20:15] Beth (✿◠‿◠): can't you?
[03:20:16] Olivia Devost: i said im sorry
[03:20:19] Beth (✿◠‿◠): no. you aren't sorry
[03:20:22] Olivia Devost: YES i am
[03:20:23] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but you do it all the fucking time
[03:20:26] Beth (✿◠‿◠): drives mre fucking crazy
[03:20:28] Beth (✿◠‿◠): no you are not.
[03:20:36] Olivia Devost: i do go crazy i KNOW
[03:20:43] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i know you too well to know you are never fucking sorry
[03:21:11] Olivia Devost: maybe you dont know me as much as you think
[03:21:17] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you can dirty talk with whoever, you can like whoever, you can talk about whoever, but fuck, as soon as i mention someone, it's world war III
[03:21:49] Olivia Devost: because you always end up ignoring me.
[03:22:32] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i ain't ignoring you now
[03:23:04] Olivia Devost: yea. you talked to me just because i messaged teagan
[03:23:54] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i made you videos earlier
[03:24:11] Olivia Devost: i know. but you didnt have true feelings for her back then did you
[03:24:15] Beth (✿◠‿◠): no
[03:24:18] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i made you videos
[03:24:21] Beth (✿◠‿◠): yesterday
[03:24:24] Beth (✿◠‿◠): while tegan was asleep
[03:24:25] Olivia Devost: it was friday
[03:24:37] Beth (✿◠‿◠): nooooo i made you videos that i didn't send
[03:24:43] Olivia Devost: ..did you
[03:24:56] Beth (✿◠‿◠): yeah
[03:25:17] Olivia Devost: im... overly crazy when it comes to you Beth i just... cant handle myself o
[03:25:19] Olivia Devost: *ok
[03:26:11] Olivia Devost: please, send them? :/
[03:26:29] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i deleted them out of impulse like ten minutes ago
[03:27:07] Olivia Devost: oh
[03:27:22] Olivia Devost: cant you just... idk, like me... a lot? fuck.
[03:28:42] Beth (✿◠‿◠): what did lydia say about me? like when she was talking about it
[03:29:30] Olivia Devost: nothing. she said she saw tags about someone she loves and she asked teagan and she said teagan told her the tags/posts were about her. but then she saw you tagging her in posts too so she realized her posts may not be about her.
[03:29:54] Olivia Devost: did that even make sense? i can rephrase that
[03:30:42] Beth (✿◠‿◠): oh.
[03:30:44] Beth (✿◠‿◠): interesting.
[03:30:56] Olivia Devost: sigh
[03:31:12] Olivia Devost: you neeever talked about me on your blog besides that time we dated. and even then, you didnt say it was me.
[03:32:30] Olivia Devost: did teagan told you her posts were about you?
[03:32:33] Olivia Devost: *tell
[03:32:50] Beth (✿◠‿◠): she was tagging them with a "b" so
[03:33:09] Olivia Devost: well, she lied to Lydia.
[03:33:11] Olivia Devost: not surprising
[03:34:12] Beth (✿◠‿◠): lydia is kind of stupid? it was tagged as "b" not "l"
[03:34:33] Olivia Devost: she didnt believe her. thats why she looked for her nickname in tags.
[03:34:55] Olivia Devost: why are you defending her anyway? i mean... you like HER? really?
[03:35:44] Beth (✿◠‿◠): she's a nice person. she's funny. she's charming. so yeah. i do like her.
[03:36:02] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i'm trying to get to the bottom of this with her. so. i wouldn't be giving a damn if i didn'tl ike her
[03:36:22] Olivia Devost: lol ok.
[03:36:31] Olivia Devost: this is something else you never did for me.
[03:36:49] Olivia Devost: well now you know. sooo date her. love her. do what you like.
[03:36:54] Olivia Devost: i dont want to get into this anymore.
[03:37:26] Beth (✿◠‿◠): lmao olivia
[03:37:29] Beth (✿◠‿◠): get real
[03:37:44] Beth (✿◠‿◠): we aren't gonna date. i don't love her. you know it takes me awhile for that shit to happen
[03:37:50] Beth (✿◠‿◠): why do you alWAYS do that
[03:37:55] Olivia Devost: because im fucing jealous
[03:38:25] Olivia Devost: i wish youd do things like that. for me.
[03:38:35] Beth (✿◠‿◠): oh boo hoo
[03:38:42] Beth (✿◠‿◠): tomorrow you're gonna be fucking around with someone else
[03:38:48] Olivia Devost: dont laugh at me
[03:38:48] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you have more people on the side that i've ever had
[03:38:53] Beth (✿◠‿◠): so kindly shut the fuck up
[03:38:57] Olivia Devost: please. ppl on the side?
[03:39:03] Olivia Devost: you dont know anything.
[03:39:07] Beth (✿◠‿◠): all the people you dirty talk with
[03:39:15] Beth (✿◠‿◠): all the people you crush on
[03:39:18] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i know more than you think
[03:39:20] Olivia Devost: you say that like i dirty talk with like 10 persons!
[03:39:26] Beth (✿◠‿◠): uh
[03:39:28] Beth (✿◠‿◠): pretty sure you do
[03:39:31] Olivia Devost: NO
[03:39:43] Olivia Devost: you know more than i think? like what. id love to hear.
[03:40:17] Beth (✿◠‿◠): olivia. you do have people on the side
[03:40:20] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you run to them always
[03:40:26] Olivia Devost: no, i dont.
[03:40:28] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you dirty talk with countless people
[03:40:34] Beth (✿◠‿◠): who is chris??? who is the girl you like???
[03:40:35] Olivia Devost: once again, no i dont.
[03:40:37] Beth (✿◠‿◠): your boyfriend?
[03:40:42] Olivia Devost: the girl i like? WTF?
[03:40:52] Olivia Devost: i dont like any girl right now.
[03:41:25] Olivia Devost: the thing is... id be all yours. youd snap your fingers and id be all yours. but you dont want of me, so.
[03:41:41] Olivia Devost: but no, i dont dirty tlak with like 10ppl and i dont have ppl "on the side"
[03:41:59] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i literally never believe that
[03:42:20] Olivia Devost: great. if you think im a liar why do you bother.
[03:43:37] Olivia Devost: you want to believe i dirty talk with a bunch of ppl and that i have ppl on the side because than it makes you feel better about you and i.
[03:43:59] Olivia Devost: DONT say "theres no you and i"
[03:44:04] Olivia Devost: yea, i know you that well
[03:48:48] Olivia Devost: so, what now
[03:50:44] Olivia Devost: ??
[03:50:58] Beth (✿◠‿◠): now?
[03:51:07] Beth (✿◠‿◠): it's sleep time. we can figure shit out later
[03:51:29] Olivia Devost: you should believe me. i dont lie to you.
[03:51:41] Olivia Devost: you KNOW id give everything up (or almost) for you.
[03:51:45] Olivia Devost: the almost is my kids
[03:52:08] Olivia Devost: you know that. so dont.. dont hate me.
[03:52:41] Olivia Devost: im sorry i go overboard and i have no excuse except that im a jealous bitch and i love you. thats it.
[03:53:37] Olivia Devost: and now youre pissed at me and just... fuck
[03:54:04] Olivia Devost: i cant believe im the one youre pissed at like...
[03:54:07] Olivia Devost: gosh
[03:54:10] Olivia Devost: i dont deserve this
[03:56:03] Olivia Devost: are you even gonna talk to me tomorrow?
[03:57:36] Olivia Devost: just... dont ignore me tomorrow okay? message me. please.
[03:59:50] Olivia Devost: ok i guess youre in bed and youll be pissed at all the messages i just sent you just... message me tomorrow. if you still care about me, okay? good night. i miss you.
[02:49:52] Olivia Devost: Wait you know her?
[02:49:58] Beth (✿◠‿◠): yep
[02:50:04] Olivia Devost: How come?
[02:50:08] Beth (✿◠‿◠): she's the one that likes me
[02:50:19] Beth (✿◠‿◠): instead of that other girl
[02:50:28] Olivia Devost: Omg. She just played with my friends feelings.
[02:50:46] Olivia Devost: Pretending to like her and stuff
[02:50:56] Beth (✿◠‿◠): tegan never pretended?
[02:51:10] Olivia Devost: How do you know
[02:51:35] Beth (✿◠‿◠): she told me. she explained it to me. because lydia or whatever her name is came to me and told me about tegan
[02:51:53] Beth (✿◠‿◠): since i've been posting about her on my blog. me and tegan have sorta liked each other for a month
[02:51:58] Beth (✿◠‿◠): and it's gotten a little serious
[02:52:12] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i was upset because i thought tegan liked me until she explained everything
[02:52:13] Olivia Devost: Oh no. Why didnt lydia tell me the other girl was you...
[02:53:02] Olivia Devost: wait... so you like teagan... and she likes you... and you two are sorta what? together?
[02:53:25] Beth (✿◠‿◠): we aren't together
[02:53:36] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but she explained it to me earlier
[02:54:15] Olivia Devost: she explained what
[02:54:32] Beth (✿◠‿◠): how she acted towards lydia
[02:55:02] Beth (✿◠‿◠): tegan says she loves everyone in her life because they saved her. she broke it down for me because i was upset. i went off on her because i was opening myself up to her
[02:55:31] Olivia Devost: oh god.
[02:55:47] Olivia Devost: ive seen lydia get hurt for like a month by this girl.
[02:56:02] Beth (✿◠‿◠): really?
[02:56:05] Beth (✿◠‿◠): what has happened?
[02:57:40] Olivia Devost: she said she loves her. lydia seriously loves her. so teagan messages her and says she misses her... than lydia replies and teagan ignores her... than she comes back and says she loves her again... than she says she doesnt love her like THAT... then ydia tells her goodbye... than teagan comes back and tells her they can try the "pre-dating" things and see where it leads... than she says AGAIN that she doesnt love her and that she misunderstood.
[02:58:59] Olivia Devost: im jealous. this girl has got my 2 girls. wtf.
[02:59:48] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i'm not your girl, olivia.
[03:00:14] Olivia Devost: that is NOT what i meant. but i knew youd say that.
[03:00:41] Olivia Devost: if you like teagan.. just go for her. but make sure she chooses and stops playing lydia.
[03:01:00] Olivia Devost: gosh. why do i even bother
[03:01:20] Olivia Devost: know what... you and teagan... should be.
[03:01:26] Olivia Devost: this just makes total sense actually.
[03:01:43] Beth (✿◠‿◠): olivia, you don't know me and her, and what we talk about, so, you have no right to judge.
[03:01:51] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i just wanna know what tegan does.
[03:01:59] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i've been learning a lot about her lately
[03:02:07] Olivia Devost: you told me you didnt like anyone
[03:02:16] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i didn't.
[03:02:20] Olivia Devost: oh pleas
[03:02:21] Olivia Devost: e
[03:02:21] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but we got close again yesterday
[03:02:26] Olivia Devost: im ou
[03:02:28] Olivia Devost: t
[03:02:33] Beth (✿◠‿◠): and that's when the true feelings started pouring in
[03:02:33] Beth (✿◠‿◠): I'M JUST ASKING
[03:02:39] Beth (✿◠‿◠): why you sent that message to her
[03:02:40] Olivia Devost: OH PLEASE
[03:02:52] Olivia Devost: i told you. i sent that msg to her because she fucking played my friend.
[03:03:09] Olivia Devost: and shes hurt her repeatedly for like a month
[03:03:30] Olivia Devost: go for those "true feelings" and just... leave me alone
[03:03:50] Beth (✿◠‿◠): okay. well. i just wanted to know.
[03:04:00] Olivia Devost: bye
[03:04:08] Olivia Devost: and good luck with that
[03:04:12] Olivia Devost: youll need it
[03:04:31] Olivia Devost: oh, and dont come back.
[03:05:00] Beth (✿◠‿◠): oh jesus
[03:05:05] Beth (✿◠‿◠): are you really that bitter?
[03:05:09] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i thought we were just friends?
[03:05:13] Beth (✿◠‿◠): YOU CAN LIKE PEOPLE?
[03:05:15] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but i can't?
[03:05:17] Beth (✿◠‿◠): fucking amazing.
[03:05:21] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you do this every god damn time
[03:05:33] Olivia Devost: You can like whoever you want
[03:05:43] Beth (✿◠‿◠): then why are you so angry?
[03:05:49] Beth (✿◠‿◠): why is it always my fault?
[03:06:01] Olivia Devost: But no matter who i like, i never push you away or ignore you
[03:06:11] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i'm not pushing you away now
[03:06:12] Beth (✿◠‿◠): am i?
[03:06:20] Olivia Devost: We cant never be just friends Beth
[03:06:51] Beth (✿◠‿◠): then why is it okay for you to like someone?
[03:06:53] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but i can't?
[03:07:06] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you act like a complete fucking child. it's drives me nuts.
[03:07:12] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i consider you a great friend.
[03:07:25] Beth (✿◠‿◠): and you always blow up at me when i'm trying to be calm about shit
[03:07:32] Olivia Devost: youre right. im sorry.
[03:07:53] Olivia Devost: i should never never never hope anything from you.
[03:08:26] Olivia Devost: but you should be true with me. when you say youre ready for a relationship and i ask "it can never be me, can it?"... say "no it cant."... not "i dont know"
[03:08:51] Beth (✿◠‿◠): because i don't know
[03:09:02] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i don't know because you have your boyfriend. you know that's a big deal to me
[03:09:09] Beth (✿◠‿◠): if yo uwere single, i would have said yes of course.
[03:09:24] Beth (✿◠‿◠): it's just frustrating. i can't have a stupid school girl crush without you going off
[03:09:47] Olivia Devost: oh gosh, Beth
[03:10:00] Olivia Devost: do you even fucking know how much i love you?
[03:10:34] Olivia Devost: id give you every fucking thing you wanted
[03:10:59] Olivia Devost: just... dont forget me. when you have a "school girl crush"... dont forget me
[03:11:14] Olivia Devost: i mean, you just said you had "true feelings" for her
[03:11:20] Olivia Devost: do you even have feelings for ME?
[03:11:28] Beth (✿◠‿◠): of course
[03:11:35] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i've always had true feelings for you
[03:11:37] Beth (✿◠‿◠): jesus christ
[03:11:43] Olivia Devost: no i mean... love feelings
[03:11:52] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i love you
[03:11:58] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but you know i'm not in love with you
[03:12:04] Olivia Devost: you love me as a friend?
[03:12:09] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i'm not in love with anyone
[03:12:14] Beth (✿◠‿◠): haven't been in love with anyone
[03:12:27] Olivia Devost: ok but you love me as a friend? or as a lover?
[03:12:48] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i love you as a friend. as a close friend.
[03:12:52] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but there's more to it
[03:12:55] Beth (✿◠‿◠): it's complicated
[03:13:09] Olivia Devost: yes it is. would you ever date me?
[03:14:10] Beth (✿◠‿◠): no.
[03:14:13] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i don't think so
[03:14:16] Beth (✿◠‿◠): not now at least
[03:14:23] Olivia Devost: but youd date her
[03:15:17] Olivia Devost: ?
[03:16:08] Beth (✿◠‿◠): don't know. maybe in the future
[03:16:10] Beth (✿◠‿◠): not now
[03:16:29] Olivia Devost: lol i still think we should be together. but idk why,
[03:18:04] Olivia Devost: because obviously, youll never fall in love with me. well, most likely not.
[03:18:05] Olivia Devost: sigh
[03:18:07] Olivia Devost: ok.
[03:18:16] Olivia Devost: live what you have to live with that damn girl.
[03:18:47] Olivia Devost: but talk to me too. and if you ever date her tell me so we can just... stop talking.
[03:18:59] Beth (✿◠‿◠): lmao
[03:19:01] Beth (✿◠‿◠): childish
[03:19:05] Olivia Devost: no, not childish.
[03:19:08] Beth (✿◠‿◠): and who is this chris guy you talk about on your blog
[03:19:12] Beth (✿◠‿◠): WHY CAN YOU DO SHIT
[03:19:13] Olivia Devost: it hurts. dont you get it?
[03:19:16] Beth (✿◠‿◠): AND I CAN'T
[03:19:19] Beth (✿◠‿◠): THIS IS FUCKING OUTRAGOUS
[03:19:22] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i hate being tied down
[03:19:24] Beth (✿◠‿◠): fuck this
[03:19:31] Olivia Devost: tied down? i dont tie you down wtf
[03:19:38] Beth (✿◠‿◠): yeah
[03:19:38] Olivia Devost: i know you. youll do whatever you want to do.
[03:19:40] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you fucking do
[03:19:52] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you can like anyone you fucking want.
[03:19:58] Beth (✿◠‿◠): there's no complaints by me
[03:20:04] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but as soon as i crush on someone
[03:20:06] Beth (✿◠‿◠): bam, you go off
[03:20:08] Beth (✿◠‿◠): it's not fair
[03:20:12] Olivia Devost: yes i already said sorry about that
[03:20:12] Beth (✿◠‿◠): can't you see that, olivia??
[03:20:15] Beth (✿◠‿◠): can't you?
[03:20:16] Olivia Devost: i said im sorry
[03:20:19] Beth (✿◠‿◠): no. you aren't sorry
[03:20:22] Olivia Devost: YES i am
[03:20:23] Beth (✿◠‿◠): but you do it all the fucking time
[03:20:26] Beth (✿◠‿◠): drives mre fucking crazy
[03:20:28] Beth (✿◠‿◠): no you are not.
[03:20:36] Olivia Devost: i do go crazy i KNOW
[03:20:43] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i know you too well to know you are never fucking sorry
[03:21:11] Olivia Devost: maybe you dont know me as much as you think
[03:21:17] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you can dirty talk with whoever, you can like whoever, you can talk about whoever, but fuck, as soon as i mention someone, it's world war III
[03:21:49] Olivia Devost: because you always end up ignoring me.
[03:22:32] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i ain't ignoring you now
[03:23:04] Olivia Devost: yea. you talked to me just because i messaged teagan
[03:23:54] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i made you videos earlier
[03:24:11] Olivia Devost: i know. but you didnt have true feelings for her back then did you
[03:24:15] Beth (✿◠‿◠): no
[03:24:18] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i made you videos
[03:24:21] Beth (✿◠‿◠): yesterday
[03:24:24] Beth (✿◠‿◠): while tegan was asleep
[03:24:25] Olivia Devost: it was friday
[03:24:37] Beth (✿◠‿◠): nooooo i made you videos that i didn't send
[03:24:43] Olivia Devost: ..did you
[03:24:56] Beth (✿◠‿◠): yeah
[03:25:17] Olivia Devost: im... overly crazy when it comes to you Beth i just... cant handle myself o
[03:25:19] Olivia Devost: *ok
[03:26:11] Olivia Devost: please, send them? :/
[03:26:29] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i deleted them out of impulse like ten minutes ago
[03:27:07] Olivia Devost: oh
[03:27:22] Olivia Devost: cant you just... idk, like me... a lot? fuck.
[03:28:42] Beth (✿◠‿◠): what did lydia say about me? like when she was talking about it
[03:29:30] Olivia Devost: nothing. she said she saw tags about someone she loves and she asked teagan and she said teagan told her the tags/posts were about her. but then she saw you tagging her in posts too so she realized her posts may not be about her.
[03:29:54] Olivia Devost: did that even make sense? i can rephrase that
[03:30:42] Beth (✿◠‿◠): oh.
[03:30:44] Beth (✿◠‿◠): interesting.
[03:30:56] Olivia Devost: sigh
[03:31:12] Olivia Devost: you neeever talked about me on your blog besides that time we dated. and even then, you didnt say it was me.
[03:32:30] Olivia Devost: did teagan told you her posts were about you?
[03:32:33] Olivia Devost: *tell
[03:32:50] Beth (✿◠‿◠): she was tagging them with a "b" so
[03:33:09] Olivia Devost: well, she lied to Lydia.
[03:33:11] Olivia Devost: not surprising
[03:34:12] Beth (✿◠‿◠): lydia is kind of stupid?
it was tagged as "b" not "l"[03:34:33] Olivia Devost: she didnt believe her. thats why she looked for her nickname in tags.
[03:34:55] Olivia Devost: why are you defending her anyway? i mean... you like HER? really?
[03:35:44] Beth (✿◠‿◠): she's a nice person. she's funny. she's charming. so yeah. i do like her.
[03:36:02] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i'm trying to get to the bottom of this with her. so. i wouldn't be giving a damn if i didn'tl ike her
[03:36:22] Olivia Devost: lol ok.
[03:36:31] Olivia Devost: this is something else you never did for me.
[03:36:49] Olivia Devost: well now you know. sooo date her. love her. do what you like.
[03:36:54] Olivia Devost: i dont want to get into this anymore.
[03:37:26] Beth (✿◠‿◠): lmao olivia
[03:37:29] Beth (✿◠‿◠): get real
[03:37:44] Beth (✿◠‿◠): we aren't gonna date. i don't love her. you know it takes me awhile for that shit to happen
[03:37:50] Beth (✿◠‿◠): why do you alWAYS do that
[03:37:55] Olivia Devost: because im fucing jealous
[03:38:25] Olivia Devost: i wish youd do things like that. for me.
[03:38:35] Beth (✿◠‿◠): oh boo hoo
[03:38:42] Beth (✿◠‿◠): tomorrow you're gonna be fucking around with someone else
[03:38:48] Olivia Devost: dont laugh at me
[03:38:48] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you have more people on the side that i've ever had
[03:38:53] Beth (✿◠‿◠): so kindly shut the fuck up
[03:38:57] Olivia Devost: please. ppl on the side?
[03:39:03] Olivia Devost: you dont know anything.
[03:39:07] Beth (✿◠‿◠): all the people you dirty talk with
[03:39:15] Beth (✿◠‿◠): all the people you crush on
[03:39:18] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i know more than you think
[03:39:20] Olivia Devost: you say that like i dirty talk with like 10 persons!
[03:39:26] Beth (✿◠‿◠): uh
[03:39:28] Beth (✿◠‿◠): pretty sure you do
[03:39:31] Olivia Devost: NO
[03:39:43] Olivia Devost: you know more than i think? like what. id love to hear.
[03:40:17] Beth (✿◠‿◠): olivia. you do have people on the side
[03:40:20] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you run to them always
[03:40:26] Olivia Devost: no, i dont.
[03:40:28] Beth (✿◠‿◠): you dirty talk with countless people
[03:40:34] Beth (✿◠‿◠): who is chris??? who is the girl you like???
[03:40:35] Olivia Devost: once again, no i dont.
[03:40:37] Beth (✿◠‿◠): your boyfriend?
[03:40:42] Olivia Devost: the girl i like? WTF?
[03:40:52] Olivia Devost: i dont like any girl right now.
[03:41:25] Olivia Devost: the thing is... id be all yours. youd snap your fingers and id be all yours. but you dont want of me, so.
[03:41:41] Olivia Devost: but no, i dont dirty tlak with like 10ppl and i dont have ppl "on the side"
[03:41:59] Beth (✿◠‿◠): i literally never believe that
[03:42:20] Olivia Devost: great. if you think im a liar why do you bother.
[03:43:37] Olivia Devost: you want to believe i dirty talk with a bunch of ppl and that i have ppl on the side because than it makes you feel better about you and i.
[03:43:59] Olivia Devost: DONT say "theres no you and i"
[03:44:04] Olivia Devost: yea, i know you that well
[03:48:48] Olivia Devost: so, what now
[03:50:44] Olivia Devost: ??
[03:50:58] Beth (✿◠‿◠): now?
[03:51:07] Beth (✿◠‿◠): it's sleep time. we can figure shit out later
[03:51:29] Olivia Devost: you should believe me. i dont lie to you.
[03:51:41] Olivia Devost: you KNOW id give everything up (or almost) for you.
[03:51:45] Olivia Devost: the almost is my kids
[03:52:08] Olivia Devost: you know that. so dont.. dont hate me.
[03:52:41] Olivia Devost: im sorry i go overboard and i have no excuse except that im a jealous bitch and i love you. thats it.
[03:53:37] Olivia Devost: and now youre pissed at me and just... fuck
[03:54:04] Olivia Devost: i cant believe im the one youre pissed at like...
[03:54:07] Olivia Devost: gosh
[03:54:10] Olivia Devost: i dont deserve this
[03:56:03] Olivia Devost: are you even gonna talk to me tomorrow?
[03:57:36] Olivia Devost: just... dont ignore me tomorrow okay? message me. please.
[03:59:50] Olivia Devost: ok i guess youre in bed and youll be pissed at all the messages i just sent you just... message me tomorrow. if you still care about me, okay? good night. i miss you.
